07/23/19 10:49 PM@Dr. Xadium: mmm.
07/23/19 10:50 PMTheLastLaugh: They covered the visit.
07/23/19 10:50 PM@Dr. Xadium: As you know I'm a fan of pro wrestling
07/23/19 10:50 PMTheLastLaugh: Oooooh, I know.
07/23/19 10:50 PMTheLastLaugh: I know this.
07/23/19 10:50 PMTheLastLaugh: I know this topic well.
07/23/19 10:50 PM@Dr. Xadium: one problem pro wrestlign suffered form and probably still does today
07/23/19 10:50 PM@Dr. Xadium: is wrestlers having yto work hurt
07/23/19 10:50 PMTheLastLaugh: Yeah.
07/23/19 10:50 PM@Dr. Xadium: and they get addicted to painkillers
07/23/19 10:50 PM@Dr. Xadium: and it gets worse and worse
07/23/19 10:50 PMTheLastLaugh: .....don't you think that MOST teachers work hurt?
07/23/19 10:51 PM@Dr. Xadium: Maybe but is that what you see as you inevitable fate?
07/23/19 10:51 PMTheLastLaugh: No.
07/23/19 10:51 PM@Dr. Xadium: that you aren't allowed self care?
07/23/19 10:51 PMTheLastLaugh: ....I have little faith in my fate.
07/23/19 10:51 PM@Dr. Xadium: That's one of the things I hate about today's world
07/23/19 10:51 PMTheLastLaugh: I do not at this time have faith in Humanity.
07/23/19 10:51 PM@Dr. Xadium: We're foced to just accept that it's expected to just throw ourselve son the grindstone
07/23/19 10:52 PM@Dr. Xadium: i'm sorry
07/23/19 10:52 PM@Dr. Xadium: I know i'm not hlping matters
07/23/19 10:52 PMTheLastLaugh: Just like a person who is addicted to painkillers, or is morbidly obese, and causes themselves to fall short of their potential--who is unable or unwilling to address their defects, humanity will die young.
07/23/19 10:52 PM@Dr. Xadium: I know that you love your vocation and admire the people there
07/23/19 10:53 PMTheLastLaugh: Igeki.
07/23/19 10:53 PM@Dr. Xadium: and i feel rotten syaing what i say
07/23/19 10:53 PM@Dr. Xadium: hmm?
07/23/19 10:53 PMTheLastLaugh: Ikigai
07/23/19 10:53 PMTheLastLaugh: I never thought I would find it.
07/23/19 10:53 PMTheLastLaugh: That's it, though.
07/23/19 10:54 PMTheLastLaugh: ....but I won't get rich doing it.
07/23/19 10:54 PM@Dr. Xadium: I understand
07/23/19 10:54 PMTheLastLaugh: My mother is the same way. She loved those kids... she loved those kids.... she still loves her kids... and she is 76 and will die unhappy.
07/23/19 10:54 PM@Dr. Xadium: :<
07/23/19 10:54 PMTheLastLaugh: I thought, when I was younger, how foolish in the long run she was.
07/23/19 10:54 PMTheLastLaugh: For trading her happiness for theirs.
07/23/19 10:54 PMTheLastLaugh: ....but dude...
07/23/19 10:54 PMTheLastLaugh: the world.
07/23/19 10:55 PMTheLastLaugh: the world they were born into... that these kids have the dire misfortune to be born into...
07/23/19 10:55 PMTheLastLaugh: My god, I don't know why the people I know are having children, to doom them to what's coming... ....I kind of feel like I owe it to the kids to make them happy now.
07/23/19 10:56 PM@Dr. Xadium: i'm on the same rpage really
07/23/19 10:56 PM@Dr. Xadium: I guess i'm the inverse
07/23/19 10:56 PM@Dr. Xadium: i sort have decided
07/23/19 10:56 PM@Dr. Xadium: my "job" is to be there for my friends
07/23/19 10:56 PMTheLastLaugh: Humanity... just like my f[BLEEP]cking family members... is terminally ill.
07/23/19 10:56 PMTheLastLaugh: Yeah. I believe you.
07/23/19 10:56 PM@Dr. Xadium: and to try to suppoort them any wya i can
07/23/19 10:56 PMTheLastLaugh: And you are good at it.
07/23/19 10:56 PMTheLastLaugh: I have told you this many times.
07/23/19 10:56 PMTheLastLaugh: and you always say the same thing.
07/23/19 10:56 PMTheLastLaugh: "I try."
07/23/19 10:56 PM@Dr. Xadium: my work is just a mean to sustain the lifestyle that lets me do that
07/23/19 10:57 PMTheLastLaugh: My dad is watching "The Searchers" in the next room.
07/23/19 10:57 PMTheLastLaugh: It's a film where John Wayne acts like Boromir.
07/23/19 10:58 PM@Dr. Xadium: hmm
07/23/19 10:58 PMTheLastLaugh: A person told me.
07/23/19 10:58 PMTheLastLaugh: He told me that I made him happy when his life was so very hard.
07/23/19 10:58 PMTheLastLaugh: I told him that saying that was the highest of compliments.
07/23/19 10:58 PM@Dr. Xadium:
07/23/19 10:59 PMTheLastLaugh: it sounds really really dumb and hackneyed and corny and childish to say this.... but I really understand what Pinkie Pie means when she says that she is determined to see the smiles of her friends.
07/23/19 10:59 PM@Dr. Xadium: i get it too
07/23/19 10:59 PM@Dr. Xadium: in this world that is something needed
07/23/19 10:59 PMTheLastLaugh: Yes.
07/23/19 10:59 PMTheLastLaugh: Because hoping for salvation and mercy and providence is folly.
07/23/19 11:00 PM@Dr. Xadium: we have totake car eof those we can
07/23/19 11:00 PM@Dr. Xadium: that's the best we can do
07/23/19 11:00 PMTheLastLaugh: There is no mercy to be expected in circumstance or this world----that has to come from one another.
07/23/19 11:00 PM@Dr. Xadium: right
07/23/19 11:01 PMTheLastLaugh: I need to go now.
07/23/19 11:01 PM@Dr. Xadium: okay please take care
07/23/19 11:01 PMTheLastLaugh: I will try.
07/23/19 11:14 PM@Lego3400: ok I killed Gebal game's done. Never did find that high jump part to get to those tall areas but there can't be anything imporant up there :V
07/23/19 11:16 PMMoonSoldier3: Surely, that isn't the whole game.
07/23/19 11:17 PM@Lego3400: (It's not, it's the bad ending)
07/23/19 11:17 PMMoonSoldier3: (Gotcha. Still need to pick up where I left off in my playthrough.)
07/23/19 11:19 PMMoonSoldier3: Gotta head off. Night, guys.
07/23/19 11:25 PM@Dr. Xadium: heaidgn to bed as well night gang
07/24/19 01:13 AMDSRaoul: I'm getting sleepy. See you guys later.
07/24/19 01:31 AM@UltraMatt: ugh maybe I should head off
07/24/19 01:32 AM@UltraMatt: I'm just dying of tiredness
07/24/19 01:34 AM@UltraMatt: night guys